today I don't feel like doing anything

but I probably will go to the gym again despite aches all over my body.  Cannot/must not be a pansy.

some things I thought about after I woke up -

I miss Vampire Diaries.  I miss Quincy.  I miss 2005-06.  I miss not having a care in the world.  I miss being nice.  I miss eating lots of rice.  I miss life before Angry Birds.  I miss my mom, sometimes.   I miss getting hit on when I go places, haha! ;p  I sort of miss smoking.  I miss Andy even though he’s still here but he’ll be at UCLA soon.  I miss fun & carefree summers doing silly things with my cousins and being able to wear a bikini with pride.  Maybe I miss my dad too.  I miss being a good student.  I miss when I wasn’t so lazy.  I miss hanging out with my girlfriends.  I miss actually going shopping.  I miss having fuller hair.  I miss being 10 and having all my relatives live at my house.  I miss NYC and I miss SF!