apprehensions

took a nap earlier and had a dream.  an interesting dream.

I was being chased by an unseen monster, through what seemed like an eternal forest.  I just kept running and running and running.  It’s kind of weird but I felt the anxiousness, the fear, the determination to get away.  I was tired, but i finally made it out the forest after what felt like days of running nonstop.  After escaping the forest, the monster disappeared and there in front of me was a huge pot of gold.  At first I kind of just dismissed it as one of those dreams of me wishing i was rich but after analyzing my it over again, i realized that I was that monster.  I was chasing myself.  The meaning of my dream is that I am the only person stopping myself from succeeding in achieving my goals and i am the only one that can make myself achieve them.  If i want to attain the things that i desire, i have to make the change to do so.  I have to keep myself from being lazy, from being distracted and from being discouraged.  I need to push myself.  The road there will be long and difficult, but at the end it will be worth it.